It's the little things.

Sometimes I just feel so insignificant and unloved. Someone who could be one of my closest, most amazing friends can just ignore me, or make some random flippant comment that will just cut really deep and upset me. Even if they have no intention of it and would feel absolutely terrible if they knew they'd hurt me, it's just one of those things. It can happen if they say something without thinking first, or claiming they're 'busy' when really you know they're doing something else, or whatever. I don't really have a point to make in this post I guess, mainly just that people should take a few more seconds of careful consideration before they do or say something that can really hurt someone. By no means am I blaming anyone in particular right now, and by no means am I claiming complete innocence because I know that I've definitely had my fair share of these moments, but really, it's the little things. I know that from now on I'm going to be more careful about it, because now I know how it feels, I don't want anyone to feel that way. It's just the nagging feeling that you don't belong, or don't mean as much to the person in question. If they'd thought for one more second, they could have avoided something potentially harmful or troublesome to a very special relationship.
There are people I never want to lose, and people who I love so much and would do anything for, and I know they'd do anything for me too. But sometimes, it seems like that's not always enough. You have to focus on the little things, because those are the things that unfortunately get overlooked, but often they are the things that actually matter the most.