Yep.

I hate my parents.

I used to be a positive person, but this year, I'm not.

At the moment, I'm really hating my life.

I would leave if I could. Even for a couple of days, to scare my parents. Make them see what they're losing. And I would do it for sure, except I don't have any money or anywhere to go.

And it wouldn't be very helpful for everything else in my life if I left. Cali, tennis, everything. I'd just like to make them realise that they can't just treat me like shit and push me around all the time, I'm not fucking five years old anymore!
I know that I have to do my fucking homework, and study for exams! But I'm not going to waste the little free time that I DO have on doing pointless things like memorising every single element in the periodic table, which my dad suggested I should do. Not going to be of much help and it's a fucking stupid idea. And learning random things from the internet will not get me extra marks because if we aren't taught them, they aren't in the fucking curriculum and therefore we aren't supposed to write pointless answers about things that don't mean anything and won't get me any marks.
I just... I want this school year to be over. Sure, people tell me I'll miss it later, and I'm sure I will, but for now, I hate it. I used to have a good relationship with my parents, but I don't at the moment. And I don't know how much that will change over the course of this year.
I don't want to have a strained relationship with them, and maybe I wouldn't if they didn't yell at me for every single thing! I admit, some things are warranted, but most things are not! And I'm not just saying that to complain about how unfair they are. I literally cannot do anything right in their eyes. They just don't understand what I'm doing, and what I'm saying.
They don't understand the new SACE and education system, and are convinced they're always right. I try to explain things, but they're too close minded to consider what I'm saying, instead just choosing to focus on what they believe is right, from 25 years ago! Yeah, things have changed a bit since then...